I Became the Protagonist of a Reverse Harem Romance Novel with an Obsession with Men

I became the protagonist of a reverse harem romance novel where the main character ends up committing su*cide, but instead of being a female, the protagonist is male. With the gender reversal, the female protagonist becomes male, and the male protagonists are all turned into females. So, does that mean it’s a harem story, and isn’t that a good thing? Well, it would have been if it weren’t for the obsessive and toxic elements.